Hey!
What's up! Starting on Sunday, up until now, we have 25 appointments set, one for each hour of the working day, and about ALL canceled! Out of them all we only had 3 lessons. It was a disaster. One of the lessons we did have was with an awesome family. Hilario and Patricia. They are a younger couple and super cool. So we just barely received those new pass along cards here. They still don't have them in Spanish but at least in English. They have been super hard to use cause I’m not used to them. But we actually were going to have an appointment with a guy this morning in his restaurant but guess he wasn't there. But on the way back to the car there was a garbage man guy collecting the big ones and I overheard his radio that was talking about "gospel stuff" and about the grace of God and all. So I felt like I should just give him a card. I didn't say much just that I overheard his radio and how we share a message about how the truth has been restored, and how he can go to the website to learn more. And then left. It didn't feel right to fully contact him mainly cause he was working but I just didn't feel it. So who knows what will come about of it but it has really started off the day well.
But after reading those letters and reading mine, it seems like my mission is boring or that I’m not accomplishing much. I'm not one to say much about what has happened or about experiences cause they seem normal to me. But when I compare them they seem lame compared to the things the others are experiencing. It kind-of feels like I haven’t changed much. It is hard sometimes cause everyone is having these experiences but it seems like I am not. I'm afraid to come home and look back and this time, which everyone remembers and shares experiences of throughout their whole life, and not have much to share or say. I can see coming back and really feeling like it was a dream and as a dream nothing much was accomplished. I guess if this is a struggle I have to pass through to reach success later on then I’ll do it cheerfully but it is just hard not to see results or even feel results now. But these things are true, and they are burned into my heart. I just hope it's good for something.Have a great week. Lift someone up over there in Nevada for me this week. Later! D&C 81:4-5
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